This post has been edited because even I couldn’t stand to read it all. Stuff that was just too…there…has been changed to read BLAH BLAH BLAH.
I think I figured out why I haven’t been on the computer much, in the past month or so (besides the reasons I listed here).
One reason is BLAH BLAH BLAH depressed. Nothing is inspiring me. Nothing is BLAH BLAH BLAH joy. I don’t have energy BLAH BLAH BLAH cook or clean. I’m trying to “perk up” but just can’t seem to stay there.
Things with my Dad have me BLAH BLAH BLAH. There’s no helping someone that’s so stubborn that his favorite word is “NO”. Every phone call is like I’m talking to the voice of doom. It takes BLAH BLAH BLAH to sound cheerful, twice a day, when I call him. There’s no escape from it. It wears on a gal, I tell you.
The other reason is that I use a MacBook and it’s been so hot that I can’t keep it on my lap for more than 10 minutes before the battery starts to make my legs sweat (great image). The dining room table has been taken over by books and papers and boxes. We don’t eat there – we eat in the den – and no matter how hard I try to clear the table off, it’s like a sucking hole for every piece of BLAH BLAH BLAH in the house (much like every other flat space here).
I’m trying to keep the melt-downs at bay but sometimes I BLAH BLAH BLAH.
Yes. I think I feel a bit better now.